I woke up this morning with the most horrible heartburn and just flat out anxiety. My usual cup of coffee that gets me going just amped me up even more. I am not quite freaking out, but just having alot of what I like to call "nervous tummy".
Today is the day that the CI Candidacy Team at Hopkins will be meeting about my little man, discussing the possibility of implanting him. I know that meeting is around lunchtime, but I'm not quite sure when they will notify us of the decision. This whole process has been so emotionally trying on me. I thought the initial shock and grief surrounding our initial diagnosis was tough, however the candidacy process for me has been worse. I can't even explain it.
So, here I am. Waiting. Praying.