I woke up this morning with the most horrible heartburn and just flat out anxiety. My usual cup of coffee that gets me going just amped me up even more. I am not quite freaking out, but just having alot of what I like to call "nervous tummy".
Today is the day that the CI Candidacy Team at Hopkins will be meeting about my little man, discussing the possibility of implanting him. I know that meeting is around lunchtime, but I'm not quite sure when they will notify us of the decision. This whole process has been so emotionally trying on me. I thought the initial shock and grief surrounding our initial diagnosis was tough, however the candidacy process for me has been worse. I can't even explain it.
So, here I am. Waiting. Praying.
9 comments:
Know that you're gonna do right by Christian no matter what...my prayers are with you. Do the yoga breathing technique...it'll calm you down. (breathe in---breathe out slowly)....
Thinking of you both today.
Will you get the answer today?
nevermind... I read again and see you aren't sure when you will find out.
I hope they call you right away. The anticipation is the worst!
I would like to 2nd the comment by Divided.
Breathe deep. DEEP.
And yes, you will do right by your son no matter what. Hang in there.
Sending you electronic zen- I hope they call soon with the decision. I can't even imagine the stress you must be going through. Lots of *hugs* and a bottle of pinot noir coming your way!
wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you...
thinking of you guys! xoxo
We'll keep you in our prayers.
I have my fingers crossed for an answer soon!
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